Thursday, April 29, 2010

10 Weeks - More or Less

We're in count down mode... or at least some of us are. It's not uncommon for Peter to ask if the Baby is coming this week. Or soon. Or even today. Well, when asked this question today, I told him we still have ten weeks (and of course, if he's like the rest, it will actually be a little longer, but 10 is a number Peter understands well). So, with each sibling he saw, he had to tell them that they baby was coming in 10 weeks.

Along with that, Peter has been telling us all along that when the baby comes, he'll be giving the baby the baby toys (since I do happen to have a small basket of some of our more favorites that came across the country with us). Today, Peter would run over and grab a toy, bring it over and set it on my belly. If I tried to move it off, he'd tell me he was giving it to the baby and that the baby was playing with it.

He's excited to have a baby brother and to play with the baby. Excited enough that he's forgetting he can't play "bust my buffers" with him. (Where Peter is a train, hands out in front in fist, and runs fast into (usually) Daddy) - so tonight, baby got "busted" a couple of times by Peter's "buffers". Ouch! Double Ouch! I had to try to explain that the baby can't play that game yet - and that he won't be able to play that game for a very long time even after he comes.

But he's very excited! And there's something inside me that keeps screaming "hurry up and get ready" - I feel mostly relaxed, but there are a few things that need to be done - like finding out if we brought the pump and the bottles. I finally ordered nursing stuff today - I hadn't even thought of it until now! And I have a whole list of baby items to make (in part because I have a crazy desire to be making things, and a larger part because they are needed or will be useful). I've never actually "nested" before - although Bob use to claim that I did (about a couple days before, or like with Beth, the night before) but that I just couldn't do any of it so he did. Maybe... but it's never felt like this.

Remember my crazy reorganization around the house - yeah, I don't think that was spring cleaning. I didn't finish the one room only because I was hurting too much. And I've had to be doing things - mostly with my hands, which is why I finally figured out how to really knit. I've done the one sweater, have completed most of two more (need to buy more yarn) and have another ready to start. I also have a list of baby projects to do (I may have mentioned that more than once) and last week I spent making all sorts of gifts for a bridal shower. I feel antsy - and it's really weird.

Even with all that, I have not turned into a crazy scrub the house to pieces freak - at least not yet... I do find that I get more irritated with clutter and mess. And I'm more likely to clean up the kitchen completely several times a week instead of once or twice (I have trouble with the dish soap bothering my skin, so I tend to put it off). I'm avoiding floors not because I don't want them done, but because every time I do them I'm hurting - something about hips at this stage. But I do tend to make the kids do a lot more "tidying up" - the everything in it's home once a week deal that I'm typically okay with isn't usually okay any more (though with sick kids this week I've been more lax - they've had to tidy up, but I haven't made them fully complete it all - bedtime has been way more important).

Nesting has it's advantages, but it's also wearisome - this strange, antsy feeling that never seems to go away often wakes me up at night.... not to mention that aching body, which is nothing compared to my other pregnancies. I'm enjoying getting some things done, and do hope that I feel I'm calm and ready for the change in pace and lifestyle once again when the baby comes - if he's anything like the others, I won't be getting a full night sleep until he's well over a year. And I'll have to watch him like a hawk until he's about two and half... but that's okay, because he'll be part of our family, sweet and cuddly, and we're all looking forward to that!

Monday, April 26, 2010

Sunday Morning Time Buster

We don't have church until 11am this year. It's nice in a lot of ways - like we can sleep in, or even if we don't, we have time to let the kids come jump in our bed and play games (okay, so that's mostly the Daddy and kid tickle and trap game). It's really nice.

But since Bob had had a really long day the day before (he'd gotten called to meet with the Temple President), I got up with the kids and pulled the door shut most of the way. Out in the living room I was present a bit of a concert - after all, both girls are taking piano lessons from grandma (thanks so much for helping to keep the music in our house alive!) and both boys want to be. Everyone takes turns on the piano - well, it was Peter yesterday morning.

When Peter plays, it's not really music, though generally he's really good about playing gently and sweetly so it's still enjoyable. The best part, he sings along - and yesterday had us all singing along. He would name a song, start playing the piano and we'd sing. As soon as the song was done, he'd climb down and come sit beside me saying "Now it's time for a family prayer" and as soon as he'd say a prayer, then he'd say "Now it's time for more Sacrament Meeting" - which meant more music and more singing.

It was a wonderful way to start our Sunday - mini "Sacrament Meetings" just for us!

Doctor Nap

The boys were playing a game with their dinosaurs that involved the dinosaurs needing to go to the doctor. I guess Peter was trying to convince Jeremy that they needed to see a new doctors because this is what I heard.

"Don't worry. They won't get kidnapped. And they won't get doctor-napped either."

Friday, April 23, 2010

Judge or Boss

We've been reading about the reign of the judges in the Book of Mormon - why judges and not kings has been discussed.

I told Peter he needed to go potty so he and Jeremy could paint. His comment, coupled with tears and a very grumpy face, was:

"You're not the judge of me!"

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Baby Update

Once again we had another appointment... supposed to be 28 weeks and 4 days when we went in... ultrasound paperwork was pulled out and it looks like we're going with the 29 weeks and 2 days instead. That's five days sooner, which really isn't saying a whole lot (aside from that puts us at July 4th and being a boy where both my other boys came three days later, that means Grandma gets an even better chance at having this one born on her birthday). I'm measuring about 3 1/3 weeks early, but that doesn't mean a whole lot either since ALL my kids are big! (And long!)

Following the big baby theory, I'm sticking to the July 9th date and so I won't be changing my baby ticker on the side line. But we'll see. I have contractions daily - which is new from my other four pregnancies (but what isn't with this one?).

Baby's heart rate was 164 the first time we heard it... at the ultrasound it was 157 (I think or around there) but all the other appointments he's been at 160. Yesterday his heart rate was 140... I know that as babies get bigger the heart rate goes down, but I've never had such a large gap that I know of. I'm not concerned, though, because 140 is still in the normal range and knowing the baby was "resting", it doesn't surprise me to have it be lower.

Other than that, there's nothing to tell.. we're moving along, the doctor has requested I start going in every two weeks instead of every four. Seems a little early for what I remember with others, but I suppose given that measurements are large and I have had typically fast labors (aside from Peter) with one only being 2 hours, it's better to be on top of things than behind them!

I'm still in major project mode, but I've been feeling suddenly run down and tired again - but I've spent most of today feeling sick, so I think I may have picked up a bug. I have plenty to keep me busy (and Gabi suggested that I should write out more of my stories because that would help pass the time - so sweet of her). And still no names. Nothing to consider yet....

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Sweater & Projects

Earlier I mentioned I learned to purl - so I was knitting a sweater. It was one I had wanted to do for a long time - years - but I'm not a knitter - or at least I wasn't. I managed to make this one in less than a week! I'm impressed with myself regardless of the fact that there are still things I don't fully understand about knitting!

Anyway, here are some pictures of Peter in the sweater - I was thinking it would be for Christmas, but Peter seems to think he needs to wear it now! ..... I don't know, we'll see if it can disappear. In any case, it was a fun project I could do while sitting... which I'm finding I'm going to be doing a lot more of. I can still walk some, but I really do have to limit it or I find I'm dealing with contractions - at 28 weeks, that's too early to push it.

So... sit down projects here I come - since I still have that crazy, jittery urge to be doing something productive! - If you have some ideas, let me know... for now, I think this is what my list is looking like:

Curtains for the kids' rooms, baby blocks (for three babies), burp cloths, at least three more sweaters, bridal shower gifts (maybe?), and a blessing suit....that may be enough, but it depends on how fast things come together.

Oh - and Gabi is doing very well with her granny squares.... when she completes her first one, we'll show you how she's doing!

Berry Pleasure & A Little Green

Bob was out yesterday doing a little landscaping - he really enjoys doing this and we really enjoy the result. And thanks to his folks, we had berries to plant out back. So.... Bob made a three tier garden of sorts - the top for Raspberries, the middle for Strawberries, and the bottom for flowers.I, of course, was excited to take before, during and after pictures and well... pulled out the camera to find that both batteries were completely dead! Needless to say, I had to wait for one to charge before taking pictures... but this is what it ended up looking like - until everything comes into full bloom.
Oh, and I forgot to tell you - Bob also found a scorpion before the battery was charged. All the kids gathered round and saw what it looked like and learned important things about it - like it stings and don't ever touch one!

And, here's a picture of the tire swing - not for the tire swing, but to show you the green the spring brings. I've been told it won't stay that way, but it's been a pleasure to enjoy for the time being!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Made It Through Friday - Still On My Feet!

Maybe it through yesterday! - Actually I started the day making raised doughnuts with the boys - we made 6 dozen very light and fluffy LARGE doughnuts! YUMMY! YUMMY! The thought was that it would be a snack for the Achievement Day girls - though with that many, we obviously shared with grandma and grandpa and then the kids and us enjoyed the rest (I was good... I honestly think I can claim to have eaten the fewest!)

Of course, that put me on my feet more yesterday than I was planning - though I was good and sat down between frying sets. And while the dough was rising, I sat and finished knitting the sweater. I've not sewn the sleeves on yet; that will happen today and then I'll be able to take some pictures!

The walk was a little more than an hour - but felt good and I was surprised that the baby seemed to do fine - or rather that my muscles supporting the baby seemed to to fine. I'm sore this morning, but still able to move!

To top off the day, Bob and I were offered some tickets to the symphony last night - it was last minute and we are very grateful not only for the gift, but for the loving grandparents who took our kids on such short notice! It was a wonderful way to end the day - even if the sitting on the bench (which is not designed for a pregnant woman) only added to the problem with the swelling in my legs, ankles and feet - I just came home and went to bed with my legs up!

And with so many fluffy doughnuts, Bob and Gabi had an easy breakfast on their way out the door to the fishing derby (which was cold and apparently not nearly as exciting as she didn't catch anything but sticks - she did get to work on her casting, though and has not become discouraged for the real season to begin soon) The fluffy doughnuts also made it easy for the other three to get their own breakfast this morning - meaning I didn't have to move too fast!

Now - to catch up on laundry again and try to get the floors back to vacuuming condition..... that might not be too hard if all the kids are outside helping Bob plant berries!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Maybe Just A Little Too Much

So I started the new routine of walking to and from the school with the girls - basically, the same routine I had early on it the pregnancy before it got cold (I don't do cold). Monday was the short way down and back once (it was raining in the afternoon). The short way has a steep hill, but I seemed to be okay. A little sore, but not bad. Tuesday was nice - short way down, long way home, long way down and long away home again.

Okay - nice might not be the right word for it. It's certainly harder to do with four than just the two boys and I can't seem to be way behind and way ahead at the same time - nor can I run to make up the difference should it be needed. And the last leg of it all, Jeremy ran way ahead - such that he could not hear us any more - to get to the mail before anyone else. Fortunately that was on our road - which has little to no traffic - and he's good about watching for cars. Still, that was more stress that I needed, and I certainly was walking faster than my poor pregnant body thought good.

I was hurting by the time we got back and sat for the rest of the afternoon and evening aside from making a simple dinner. Contractions had picked up, though I'm fairly certainly they were still braxton hicks - but still annoying. And today, well, I woke up with my ankles, knees, hips and back still hurting - enough so that I canceled the walking for today. I sat with my feet up, and had to sit in just the right position to help with the stabbing hip pain. Took a nap and then attempted a shower - the hot water was just the thing. By the time Bob arrived home around dinner time and I got up to decide what to make, I was moving around fairly well again! (Until I picked up Peter, then the hip reminded me that I have to continue to take it easy)

Since Friday is an Achievement Day activity which is "hiking" / walking for about an hour, I figured I better take another day to "recoop" just in case - tomorrow will be another no walking day.

I'd be more frustrated except that I figured out how to really purl stitch and started in on a sweater - so at least my hands are busy. I normally crochet - and I do a little knitting when it's just the knit stitch, but for this pattern I needed to use a purl stitch and it was worth learning - I have the back and front sections complete and the hood nearly finished (likely before the end of the evening tonight) - then two sleeves are left and it is done... looks like about a week project (though if I was on my feet a bit more I'd say more like two weeks). It's suppose to be a size 4, but my little one who would be that size come Christmas is broad, and I'm thinking this might end up skinnier - if so, I know a nephew who will look rather cute in it - and he's skinny, skinny! At any rate, it's another project... and since I have to limit the bending and lifting (thus the cleaning project has slowed down) and I have this crazy urge to be "productive", it's been a great thing to do!

Monday, April 12, 2010

Ice Pockets

Peter loves to help cook - and he's really very good. Since about 2 1/2 years I've been able to leave him beside the hot stove and not really worry to walk away and check on something else or grab something from the pantry. He's very good at stirring things, and rarely gets burned - like once since we got here and it was so slight he didn't need anything more than a drip of cold water for less than 30 seconds.

Well, about a week or so ago, he was helping to cook. Only the pan wasn't on the burner centered and I guess he decided to fix that problem - not really sure. I had gone over to wipe down the table from the afternoon and set it for dinner. That's when I heard "Mom... I burned myself." In a quiet and calm voice. So I figured it wasn't anything major - never had been. So I continued to wipe down the table while talking to him about it. Suddenly his voice broke and he burst into tears "It really hurts!"

I ran over, grabbed him and threw his hand under cold water - come to find out, some how he'd touched the actual burner (apparently staying calm when hurt is one of his gifts). The cold from the water felt good, but he didn't like the pressure. So I got out a couple of ice cubes and putting them in a plastic zip-lock along with some water, we made an "ice packet" which Peter immediately named an "ice pocket". He kept it beside him all evening and then suddenly announced that his finger was all better.

About two or three days later, I'm working in the kitchen, Peter's been sent to go potty, and I hear Gabi say "Peter! What's wrong!?!" Slightly alarmed. So I turn around to see him, naked bottom and all, laying on the floor, not moving, not making a sound. I jump over, grab him up and he inhales deeply and starts screaming (my little boy, when hurt, cries really hard, as in so hard he stumbles around and falls down because his body can't get the air it wants right away). He has a bloody lip and there is blood all over the carpet! I yelled for Bob, who comes running. Told him there was blood all over the carpet and took Peter to the sink. As I was calming the bloody lip with a cold wet paper towel, Peter says "Mommy, I need an ice pocket!" - so Bob made him one which he carried around and kept on his lip most of the night. (Turns out, he slipped and hit his lip on the toilet - he likes to climb on standing and hop down to sit, or stand up and jump off when he's done, but he had on socks)

This morning, here I am checking the normal computer activity before jumping into the rest of the household chores when Peter comes out and sits on my lap informing me that he needs an ice pocket. Why? Because his lip (which is nearly healed) is hurting again.... His lip was not really hurting, he just likes the ice pockets (I know because I asked him about it and he said "yeah, so can I just have an ice pocket").

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Cute and Funny

The kids help pick up pine cones and pine needles over at grandma's house to keep things looking nice and to help prevent problems when it's time to mow. Yesterday Peter grabbed up something from the grass and said "Look, Mom! Pine Pricklies!" (A handful of pine needles)

Sometimes a "fire starter" (lighter) is left where the kids can find them. Peter picked one up today and I said "I'm sorry Daddy left that out where you could find it. Sometimes that happens." To which Peter responded, "Yeah, that silly Daddy! Right, Mom?"

We had strawberry shortcake last night - for the bottom layer, we made sponge cake. Beth aksed "Did you really use sponges to make that cake?" (The other children asked the same question later on - it was the first time they'd had sponge cake)

Taking a walk yesterday we let the kids take the Walkie-Talkies. They've not be on a "real" adventure since we got them years ago - just "fun for kids - making noise" around the house. We've never changed the batteries, so one wasn't working as well as it should within a short distance of starting out. Bob carried them after that, but Peter, who had been pretending to be a train ("I'm the engine and you're the cupling, Mommy" - then taking my hand), decided that he needed to be the Walkie-Talkie - he was the really loud call button - you know, with the high pitched squeekie noise!

Peter is once again rarely Peter. It's not uncommon for me to be told "I'm Handy Manny, remember?" or "I'm Mr. Conductor, remember?" or "I'm Wubzy." or some other loved character. Nearly always with a "remember?" at the end, as though I'd already be informed.

My very favorite, though, was the other night. We had gathered for scriptures, Peter was sitting facing me on my lap. The song had been sung and Daddy had started reading to us. Peter leaned over to my face and said "Hello. I'm a spy!"

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Vacation Week

It's vacation week.....

Nope, we didn't travel any where. Nor did we go off and do anything amazing. The closest excuse we had to picture taking was Easter....

Instead we have done the following:

*Emptied out and reorganized all the toys in the boys and the girls rooms. Everything has a home - that includes books (which means the shelves are neat and tidy too)!

*Emptied out and sorted all laundry - meaning the kids (by the end of tomorrow) will have only what fits them in their drawers, on their shelves, and in their closets! (No more wondering why the clothes are too big or too small) - Also means we washed nearly every piece of laundry in the house.... and I thought I was keeping up!

*Emptied out and reorganized ALL the games - includes putting all spare pieces back into boxes (I think nearly all pieces were "spare" at that point), dividing up the various games and storing them on shelves (mostly the higher up, in closet shelves) of all three bedrooms. Now little hands have to ask before they can play! - Means we can be certain games get picked up before they get mixed up!

*Game cabinet became a linen cabinet instead....Nicely organized space to keep all spare sheets and blankets - and games are high and out of reach!

*Emptied out and reorganized the upper kitchen cabinet. It no longer as odds and ends from moving in, but is a nicely organized space for all office supplies not used on a regular basis... others are in the desk (which was also cleaned out and organized again).

*Emptied out and reorganized the Kids' Activity cabinet in the dinning room.... it was housing office supplies and many crafty items which seemed to be more fun to make a mess with than to do a craft with. Now it holds the basic coloring and drawing necessities along with a couple boxes of simple craft supplies that aren't often used but safe for little hands (pipe cleaners and pom pom kind of things).... I have one extra drawer and one extra cabinet unit that are empty though....

*Emptied out all toys in the living room - random toys have found their way back to right homes. The area is neat and tidy. Kids are actually playing nicely with the toys (amazing) and putting them away when they are done.

* Sorted and cleared off the section of the hearth which stores Ensigns, Friends, books and true baby toys... it's so clean and tidy.... I just need to straight up the DVDs and CDs and I can honestly say the living room is complete! (Either tonight, waiting for Bob, or tomorrow with a Peter helping)

*Clearing off counters... two major counters seem to always collect the random papers... thank goodness they are mostly recycle papers from school - makes for an easy job.

*Weeded out the entry way - play / dirt / garden shoes out in the breeze way, adult shoes in the entry way, nicer shoes in the bedroom closets. Nearly all winter gear packed away - one set for each kid to get through the random snow that may still hit over the next month. Entry way closets completely cleaned out and organized again too!

*Lots of wood chopping and stacking... getting ready for next winter, it's never too early. (yes, that's all Bob)

*Spreading of the wonder manure... preparing for gardening - while kids picked up pine cones and pine needles.

*Fixed all bikes - now all kids can ride again... (one thing about being here, there are plenty of little natural spikes to take out the tires.... they just need to learn to stay completely on the pavement)

*Hauled out the craft cabinet and slowly began organizing the "Mommy craft stuff" into helpful containers and putting them in. This means digging out all the unpacked boxes in the master bedroom closet (scrapbook and craft items). This job started the end of last week and is a here and there project until I can attack it full force next week - since everything else will be done!

I've likely forgotten something seeing that it's been nearly a complete over haul of the whole house! Thankfully the bathrooms don't need over hauling - just the basic cleaning. But it sure feels good to get everything in order again. This more simplified organization will hopefully make it easier for the kids to stay "cleaner" more often. Regardless, it feels good to get so much done (though my back and hips haven't been too happy... and thus I've been slowing down the end of the week)

So, no real vacation in the normal sense of the word, but it's the first time that I can recall being married and having the desire, the urge and the motivation to "Spring Clean"! It feels great! And that means I can move on to "fun" projects - and enjoy the outdoors more frequently with the nicer weather moving in!

(And Gabi made dinner for the kids - she gets to make dinner one night a week - and Bob just got home to make a special, scrumptious dinner for him and I.... In House Date Night! We'll have an awesome dinner, kids will go to bed, then we'll snuggle up with a movie having our appetizer as a grand finale!)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Our Easter Fun

Leading up to Easter we made a bunch of cookies - we also put together several sets of the Easter Story in 12 Eggs and got things together to give to some friends.... and the funny part is.....Got out to the van and cleared off the snow. We were having a little trouble with a window shield wiper, but had not yet replaced it. When I cleared the snow, I noticed the actual blades weren't in the rubber any more. Thought I might be able to just put them back in the rubber at least long enough to get from our house to all our stops and back. The moment I touched the blades, they slide completely out - along with the rubber! Apparently no longer attached... we've not been driving the van since - so sorry to anyone who might have gotten something yummy and fun, but with the back and forth of snow and rain and all, it just didn't work out (since we'll be finally replacing the blades today)... but it was pretty funny! (At least for Bob and I)

Still, the kids had a lot of fun painting sugar cookies! - We did not dye eggs this year - that's always been something I let Bob do with the kids and he'd been pretty busy leading up to Easter and I only thought of it here and there. I had wanted to try out that Silk Tie Egg Dying thing, but hadn't remembered soon enough to go looking for silk at the second hand stores... maybe next year?And since it was cold here this Easter, the Easter Bunny decided eggs outside were probably not a good idea. But with so many kids possibly waking up and the our house being in a "kid zone" (after all, it was vacation and we were at the Temple Friday and then Conference most of Saturday... not cleaning got done) he decided to try the Grandparent's house. I guess that turned out to be a good and quiet place because when we arrived to listen to the Mormon Tabernacle Choir before Conference on Sunday morning, there were eggs every where!

The kids had so much fun running around and gathering eggs - even if Daddy forgot to dig out the baskets and they had to use plastic bags! It was so much fun to follow the kids around and see their excitement as they found the eggs... the older children wanted to look IN THE TOILET - and as Bob said "I wouldn't want the egg if it was in the toilet"! Peter would find eggs and if I wasn't with him, he'd find me and show me where he found the egg. And he always called them his "precious eggs"!
Another cute saying that Peter likes has to do with candy - which he pronounces really funny anyway. But since he's always loved Peanut Butter and has not been able to have it for just over a year now, since we figured it out, but since he's outgrown that sensitivity (by the way - for anyone who was following all that, the only thing we've not tried yet are whole berries - everything else, aside from the contact allergies, he's outgrown!) And since Peter has always been called Peter Butter, when he picks out a piece of candy he'll say "I want a Peter Butter egg." or "This is a Reese Peter Butter cup!" I just love it!
After that, we all enjoyed conference (see the post below) and played games and hung out very relaxed! For scriptures that night, we used the Easter Story in 12 Eggs that Gabi had put together at Achievement Days! It was the perfect way to end the Easter Day - our thoughts fully focused on the real meaning of Easter!

Baby Shower Gifts

A friend near us is having a little girl in a couple of months. For our baby shower gift, the kids and I made some soft toys - and had a lot of fun doing it. Okay, let me clarify, the younger three kids and I did this - as Gabi was at Grandma's trying on swim suits, sewing something else, and then had homework to finish before prayers and scriptures.We made Soft Blocks (this was so much fun and so easy, the kids are each planning to make a couple for our baby) and then tried our hand at a Soft Grab Ball - I'm not sure I agree with the "don't stuff each section completely full" instruction because the ball doesn't keep shape very well. So either I missed something else, or the sections need to be a bit more full... I'll try the latter the next time.(And I can't believe it, but I forgot to take pictures of Peter stuffing his block.... what was I thinking?)
Still we had fun and they are cute - all from fabric I had laying around - yes, I still have a trunk, two boxes and a large wheeled tote full of fabric - anyone want to come and do a project!?!

Sunday, April 4, 2010

180th Annual General Conference - Easter Weekend

There is no better way to spend Easter weekend that by being uplifted and filled while listening to the Prophet and leaders of the church! What better way - what better time - to celebrate and be reminded of the risen Christ - the power of the atonement and the joy of the resurrection!

The beauty of Conference is coming out feeling like we're better than when we went in. That's not to say that we don't learn (or aren't reminded of) things we can do better. But I think we all too often beat ourselves up for many reasons - none of which are right.

There was a point yesterday when I turned to Bob and said "We do all that! We're doing something right!" Just to see the look of complete unbelief cross his face - as if he couldn't believe I would ever have doubted that we were trying and doing the best we could and that we were doing something right. So I quickly commented "I know, I'm sure there are things we can do better and work on a little harder, but for the most part we're doing all those things." To which my dear husband smiled and said "Yes, I know. But it's nice to hear the affirmation."

This conference was full of many topics, all of which focused upon our Savior and what we can and should be doing to draw near to Him. But more than that, three full sessions (and part of a fourth - and I have no idea about Priesthood) were devoted to family, to parents, to youth and to leaders of youth. A common and on going theme in my heart - one which I feel is needed throughout all of society.

I loved the affirmation of the importance of parents and their role in the lives of their children. And especially of the influence of mothers - something we mothers often over look or forget. I loved that though there were gentle, sweet reminders of things that I can do better to strengthen my relationship with my children while bringing them unto Christ and teaching them the things that are truly most important, I felt I was doing well. That though I am not perfect in these things, I try and, more often than not, succeed. I can do better - surely. But I have no reason to beat myself up, but to look forward with a new resolve to put into practice more steadily some of those precious and simple things. Things like working side my side with my daughters as they work on their Faith in God (though in the talk he specifically talked about mother's with daughters in Young Women, my girls are not that old yet, and yet the principle is the same). Things like listening more - not just on the side lines, but truly listening (remember the little boy's comment "Grandpa, are you in there.")

My children are the most precious gifts I have been given. My husband and I have great love for them and a great desire for their welfare - both temporal and spiritual. We made the choice to be sealed in the temple allowing us to enter the gateway to our eternal family unit. It is not a guaranteed thing, however, because we still must exercise our agency in coming to Christ and keeping His commandments along with the covenants we have made. It requires us to teach our children so that they can also choose to follow Christ and make the covenants necessary to secure eternal life. We know that it takes all in the family to help each other to over come the trials that befall us - to remind, to strengthen, to uplift, to help. It is a team effort. And the leaders of this team must be Bob and myself. Who else will care enough? Who else can love enough? Who else has the potential for the greatest influence of their lives? No one! No one, unless we show them the way to allow the Savior to influence their lives.

I am forever grateful for the strength of the gospel. For the great knowledge that we have been given and which is available to all people. I am forever grateful for the teaching moments which allow us to be strengthen - but mostly for the merciful, gentle, loving guidance which teaches while uplifting - it is not something which puts down and destroys. I love the gospel for the good news it brings and for the truths that ring out loud and clear! Truth which we already knew, but which were veiled when we entered this life that we might choose for ourselves - truths which we have been promised we will recognize through the testifying power of the Holy Ghost when we take the time to hear them.

I will forever be grateful for the uplifting messages this conference which brought affirmation to my soul that I am trying, I am a good person, and that my efforts will not be in vain. The affirmation that moral standards, though not of the world's general liking, have not and will not change. That it's good to be "different" by living the Lord's way. The affirmation that blessings will and do come to the righteous - that happiness is a part of life that we can and must claim, no matter what the circumstances around us. Faith - faith sees us through. I'm grateful that I have no need to go through life without it.

This conference brought many other joys with it too. We watched at Bob's folks where we could see it on TV in one room and the kids could listen, watch and play in a separate room (makes it much quieter for adults and the kids seem to get more out of it too) The first session (each being 2 hours long) Peter decided he wanted to sit with Mom and Dad, snuggled between us the entire time. He wanted to know who was speaking each time the speakers would change and loved that he knew several of the songs sung. We had all the children join us at different moments - it was nice to see them so interested.

When asked about what they heard in the first session or who they remembered, Peter said "I listen to Thomas S. Monson and other prophets. But I got distracted by the other speakers!"


Gabi especially loved the two talks Saturday morning about mothers and daughters. All the children loved to see and hear the Prophet speak. And several times, when the songs would be sung, I would catch the voices of the children singing along!

Right now, the children are playing conference - as in they are pretending they are each the different people speaking at conference! It was so nice to hear them this Easter morning in their excitement - "It's Conference and Easter today!" and "We get to watch Conference and find out if the Easter Bunny came!" - I just love that conference was mentioned first - the worldly Easter being put to the second.

I love their excitement and joy about conference - it makes the day all the more pleasant for all of us!

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Locked

While eating dinner last night, Peter decided he would be inventive with avoiding his food. Here's the conversation (more or less).

P: "My food is locked."
M: "Well you still need to take bites."
P: "But I can't. My food is locked."
B: "Then unlock it and take a bite."
P: "But I don't have the key."
Bob pretends to make a key and passes it to Peter.
B: "Here you go. Now unlock it."
Peter takes the pretend key and pretends to try it in the lock.
P: "But it's not the right key."
B: "Yes it is. It's just upside down. Turn it over and unlock your food."
Peter (clearly not happy with that particular comment) looks at the pretend key, looks back at Bob, then pretends to turn it over and try the lock again. Before he can comment...
B: "Click. See, it worked."
Peter (mouth open as though he was going to say something else) stops, smiles and says "Click, click."